Saying Goodbye

 

I just keep practicing 
saying goodbye to you 

even though i know
i know it isn't true


practice should ease the pain
of seeing you again


i say it all over again
but it still isn't the same


every time i see your face
i feel it all go to waste


my strength, it fades away
and i am yours again


in this moment i find
my reasons for leaving slide


my mind empties
and is filled only with you....

Unremembered Heart

a shattered heart... once a part of this world... it lies.. dusty and forgotten.. amist its memories.. amidst its sadness.... among all this, time passes by.. slowly.. but the heart, it is unaware.. sleeping, or weeping.. it does not care...  endless is its memory.. endless is its  pain... this dream.. of when it was cared for.. eventually, as is the way of things... the memories of this heart are forgotten.. until, no one remembers it... but it still, it will not care, for all that exists to this heart, was the once memory.. of the heart it loved..

Elf Dude Hero ( A bit of amusement really. yes it is probly similar to something you know of, i am a HUGE fan myself.)

So there was this little elf dude, who wanted to save the world... or was it his lunch? Can’t remember... anyways he decides to take out the evil warlord next door, only problem was, he didn't have no sword or shield or anything. So he asked his mom and dad for a weapon of some sort, maybe even a shield. so his mom gave him a truly sturdy bread stick and his dad gave him an everlasting Lifesaver Shield. and so armed with his new trusty weapons, he went and did battle with the evil warlord next door, and he WON!!! Soon, all the girlies on the block were in love with him, and all the guys were jealous as usual but see, about this time, he hears about this warlord in the next town over causing trouble, and figure, ‘ok, I got one, 2 shouldn’t be a problem, but he might be tougher, so I might need some armor...’ so he searches the 1st warlords castle, and finds the truly yummy Chicken Jerky Armor and so , armed with his new trusty garment, and his truly sturdy Breadstick and his Everlasting Lifesaver Shield the new hero left to do battle with the evil warlord in the next town...
 to be cont....

The Wave ( a short story? something ive been working on, i hope you like it...)

he saw it again... it was the third time today... why must it be so? he thought to himself.. why must something so small and insignifficant be so important? why does it affect me? why do i even notice it? it seems so trivial.. and yet... so important? is it important? he ponders this... perhaps... perhaps if i try it... i might understand it... YES, that seems a sound theroy. so he does try.. and yet.. no one notices... he thinks to himself.. its ok.. that one just didnt notice... so he tries again.. no luck.. he wanders if he is some how doing this wrong.. again he trys and fails... WHY, he askes himself.. it seemed so simple and yet... he tries again.. no.. no responce... it tears at him.. and he becomes desperate for an answer... WHY? he screams in rage... he trys again.. and tthere? is it? YES it is, some one noticed... someone saw his reaching.. to be recignized as living...
 on this endless highway...
someone saw...
The wave.

words are destruction....

Heart that is felt on thine soul is counterpoint to the aspiration of a souls wandering simplicity... we do encourage our trappings of society to overcomplicate the most uncomplicated of feelings... until no one understands it anymore... For this... we must simply understand the point when we must stop talking because words destroy feelings... and that which makes us human... is not what establishes humanity...

the light and the dark

When in this despair, we see  the light of that which we so longingly wish to attain...

 When bathed in light, we cannot see the darkness that exists...

 Why must we always be looking up?

endless this light should shine, burning away all darkness
around it. for that which hath dewlth in the darkness
despised, shall trully charish this light it hath
found....

Darkest Heart.....

Within these hearts we do invite misery, sadness,
and despair, for in such we see such
darkness as only we create...

we see again the ray of hope that is brought forth
with this new day...
 is that then.. the idea... with sharing... a truly pure
moment....

me speakith with wise sounding words to disquise my
frailty... the words spoken speak to the ears that
listen.. and carry on them the prayer that the listener
will make me stronger.....


we wish longingly for someone to save us from this eternal
prison of our own making, so that we may learn to love
again.